Eddie Kingston opens her heart On their internal fight after surgery, your doubts to see the level in AEW and how he faced retirement thoughts. “The crazy king” continues to train with the former world of the same company (and WWE, among others) Cázar Bononi and in a recent training he made the statements we read below.
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“I'm sunk in my own shit. I am seeing AEW and I see all the incredible things that these guys are doing in the ring. Like a damn emotional, sometimes it happens to me. I write a tweet: 'What the fuck am I going to do when I return?'
I wonder how I am going to fight against these guys … people can say what they want about wrestling, but my mentality is: 'How am I going to fight against these guys that are so good, if I was not even so good before, and now I return from a cross ligament surgery?'
Each dynamite, every pay-per-sur … of course, I made this myself. I do not blame a chemical imbalance. I took my Zoloft and all that. I knew I was going to get out of that, but I didn't want.
I think that happens to many. It happened to me, I was sinking. That's why that theme came about whether I planned to retire. I don't want to retireI don't want to, but during those four or five months of physiotherapy, sometimes I sat in my shit thinking: 'Yes, shit. I did the G1. I wanted to do more, but … bah, it was already. '
I was inventing excuses to justify render. I think many people reach that point. It is not that they are mentally weak – as using that term – they simply do not know how to push.
Years ago, I didn't know how to push”.
